SWallow me and SPIT me out....

an exerpt of me

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 02:05:41 GMT

is it possible to choke on sadness?
she hides he smile with a thousand tiny shards
of hope that things will rise anew.

nothing

she licked the sweat from her brow
with a solo
finger

i wont let it end like this

aww lookie here

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 21:22:54 GMT

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Erik is your soulmate.

You truly love Jessica.

You consider Krizia your true friend.

You know that Emily is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Vera for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Viviana is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Vicki is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Stephanie is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Stephanie changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Christian is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Christian has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

what a day....

Wed, 11 May 2005 01:05:17 GMT

Have you ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't because you were shy, embarassed, or anything else? well this is your chance. write whatever it is you'd like to say on an ANNONYMOUS

im a really shitty friend.......=(

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 19:01:50 GMT

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

If I were God over LiveJournal... by shinikami
Username
Jesus would be	youresonotsexy
The four archangels would be	do_u_surf
and	iheartnonpoint
and	robert_cruz
and	oberon0202
The Blessed Virgin would be	strawberrycharm
Satan would be	mrskatanic
The antichrist would be	chicdrummer101
And YOU would be	A sinner

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You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!

Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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hmmmm ... hope ...how ironic..

im fed up squeaky.......

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 00:53:19 GMT

youve changed and i dont like who youve become. is it a front? do you not know what your doing? or are you just being horrible because you think its fun.

you dont know what your doing to me.

idk danni-gurl what do you think?

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 16:25:26 GMT

You are the Goddess of Night. You are much
differant than the Goddess of Darkness, you are
beautiful and full of passion and life, but you
often stay locked inside yourself. Chances are
that you're a poet or other artist, and create
beautiful works. Some people are drawn to you
and others percieve you as a freak, but don't
listen to what others have to say, just listen
to yourself. You have a passion for words and
chances are you love Shakespere and the like.
You want to surround yourself with people who
accept but often feel like nobody likes you,
but remember that's not true, and you have a
lot to offer, just believe in yourself. As for
love, you are either too trusting or you trust
no one. Guys are stupid, unless you find one
that will see you for who you really are and
not how others percieve you. You tend to
either one extreme or the other, hardley ever
in the middle. Just listen to yourself and you
will go far. Rock On

What are you goddess of?
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hmmm.,.....

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 06:30:17 GMT

christmas was great.....

if only you were real......

stolen from my sister ......

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 02:35:27 GMT

LEAVE AN ANONYMOUS COMMENT WITH:

1 secret
1 critique
1 compliment
1 love note
lyrics to a song
how old you are
how long we've been friends
& a hint to who you are

please comment....itd mean alot...

This goes out to that special someone who doesnt even know how i feel about him.....get it yet?

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 03:30:05 GMT

Tell me who should I be to make you love me?
Tell me what does it mean to be alone?
Can't you see me standing staring out from the distance,
Hear my cry if you'd only listen...
Out of focus, into me and you

Kiss me fool, if you care
If your words have any meaning.
Playing it cool is so unfair
Why this veil of secrecy?
God forbid, your friends found out what we did
Why can't someone like you be someone like me?

Tell me who should I be to make you love me?
Tell me what does it mean to be alone?
Can't you see me standing staring out from the distance,
Hear my cry if you'd only listen...
Out of focus, into me and you

Touch me fool, if your allowed.
I'll be dancing in the corner
It's so cruel to play it proud, take your hands and cover me.
I'm aware that all in love is fair, but that's no reason to make me feel this way.

Tell me who should I be to make you love me?
Tell me what does it mean to be alone?
Can't you see me standing staring out from the distance,
Hear my cry if you'd only listen...
Out of focus, into me and you

And it hurts me so bad to deny it, oooh
These feelings are out of control.
Do you know what it's like to want something so bad...
And then having to let it go?
And it hurts me to know that this time in our lives...
So soon will be in the past
And you spend it pretending your playing it cool.
Never knowing,
Never knowing,
Never knowing what,
Never knowing what we should've been.

Tell me who should I be to make you love me?
Tell me what does it mean to be alone?
You've got me wondering if I'm good enough.
Pretty enough, giving enough, special enough

TELL ME WHO SHOULD I BE TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME?!?!?!?!??!
Who should I be? Who should I be? Ooooh...
To make you love me?
Who should I be? Who should I be? Ooooh...
To make you love me?
Who should I be? Who should I be? Ooooh...
To make you love me.........?

cmon....you guys are smart

AWW the special moment in life

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 20:18:27 GMT

LiL pR BoNiTa [11:55 AM]: hey i g2g ill b back on later ok?
o0firecracka0o [11:55 AM]: honey garlic w/ sauce on the side and white rice
o0firecracka0o [11:56 AM]: lol oops sry
LiL pR BoNiTa [11:56 AM]: lmao
o0firecracka0o [11:56 AM]: im orderin chinese food my mommy hadda tell me wat i like
LiL pR BoNiTa [11:56 AM]: you are so dyslexic
o0firecracka0o [11:56 AM]: wats that
LiL pR BoNiTa [11:57 AM]: NEVERMIND LOL
LiL pR BoNiTa [11:57 AM]: i g2g
LiL pR BoNiTa [11:56 AM]: lol

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 16:04:57 GMT

If you and I were alone in a room right now, what would we be doing?

(Now post this in YOUR LJ, and see what people wanna do with you.)

Just for the hell of it.... ;)

ahhhh. My mission in life...............

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 14:28:32 GMT

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
With a
On	November 14, 2014

Quiz created with MemeGen!

THATSSS TOO LONGG!!THE BITCHES MUST GO DOWN!

ITS RANDOM SURVEYY TIMMMEEE!!!!

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 03:26:48 GMT

ahhhh the perfect man.unreachable? i think not!...

Hair color: I love the dark hair/light skin combo. Gets me all the time. O_O
Eye color: I like any eye color, just as long as it suits his personality
Height: Tall ...real tall.....
Six pack: yes mam
Long hair or short: I prefer short and messy
Glasses:hottt!
Piercings: here's a secret: gauges has always made me deliriously horny. XD
Eyebrows: I've always liked a guy with well-groomed brows. (GUYS. IT DOESN'T MAKE YOU A SISSY. IT MAKES YOU LOOK SEXY AND LETS US SEE YOUR EYES. <3)
Big butt or little: Anything but boney. Ick.
Chest hair: I don't mind it, but I don't want a monkeyman.
Buff or skinny: Buff tends to be like hugging a brick wall and skinny is often awkward, so I chose the middleground. I've always loved a very elegant-looking man with a nice neck.
Teeth: Perfect smile. I am so disgustingly attracted to a man with great teeth.

Section 2
Funny or serious: I like somebody with humor, but not so much that I can't calm them down.
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home: An occassional party is fun, but I've always been a stay-at-home girl.
Should he be able to bake or cook: That'd be great,
Does he have a best friend: I have like 5l. Why can't he? Its his choice, not mine.
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends: As long as he doesn't engage in casual sex with them, okay.
Outgoing or shy: Enough of both that he can swallow me. (Minds out of the gutters, please.)
Sarcastic or sincere: A little bit of sarcasm is fine
Does he love his mother: If she isn't some crack-addicted bitch who left him when he was three, definitely.
Should he watch chick-flicks: If he wants
Would he be a smoker: sure why not
How about a drinking: Just as long as he's not a raving alcoholic
And swearing: Every five seconds is annoying, but otherwise I don't mind.
Would he play with your hair: If he wants, but it's not that fun to play with.
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time: If he's just dating, then okay, but if he's supposed to be going steady with someone, he'd better watch his ass.
Would he pay for you when you're on a date: No, but he'd pay for himself the first couple of times.
Does he kiss on the first date: If we're just getting to know each other, on the cheek or forehead. If we've been in love for a while but are just starting to date, one or two won't hurt.
Where would you go for dinner: McDonald's. No, seriously! (GOD, I LOVE FOOD.)
Would he buy you flowers: Flowers are better than any jewelry. I LOVE them.
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies: I do it, so sure. XD
Would he use endearments: I don't mind, but I prefer a shortening of my name or some special nickname. shit like "pumpkin" and "blau augen" would remind me of my father.
Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: Of course. It's important that they get along!
How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends: Oh, I'd probably love it. XD
Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening: Awe, how sweet. Yes, if he wants. =)
Would you hold hands: Everywhere except for school. Teachers suck

Section 3
Does he play soccer: Any sport he wants is fine...
Baseball: ^
Football: ^
Basketball: ^
Water polo: ^
Golf or something equally boring: I like to play golf...
Does he surf: Sure.
Skateboard: ^
Snowboard: ^
Can he sing: I give bonus points to baritones. <3
Play the guitar: Any instrument is nice.
Play piano: can i marry you now?
Play the drums: Every drummer I've ever met has been nice, soooo...sure.
Can he keep his room clean: Just as long as his furniture isn't covered in plastic.
Is he an artist of sorts: It'd be fun, sure.
Does he write his own music: Not important, but I'd love it.
Does he have pets: Bonus points, especially if he has cats, horses, dogs or snakes. <3

Section 4
Does he use the word dude: Only if he can stand me using it, too. ^_^
How about tight:thats a big HELL NO
Would he watch the sun rise and set with you: Every once in a blue moon is nice, but I'm a night person.
What kind of car does he drive: Um. One that works. O_x
How old is he: About my age...but i like em older too ;)
What's his name: Anything I can scream at the top of my lungs. XD

and there you have it ladies and gentleman

la la la

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 04:34:47 GMT

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn

Your name:

Weapon of Choice:

Flamethrower

Your Favorite Target:

Eskimoes

Your Kill Count:

75,766,088

Your Battle Cry:

"Beans."

Years You Spend in Jail:

How Much Money In Damages You Cause:

$110,201,033,272,891

Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 60%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

wow.......thats interestin

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 04:27:29 GMT

my hearts just been ripped out and stomped on...im not supposed to feel like this .....

god im soooo .....=(

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 02:47:11 GMT

What Would You Do If
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Family:
Morals & Ethics:

Would You...?
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Care for me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Kill me:

yeah .....just do this for me

randomnnesss......

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 20:00:21 GMT

Which Johnny Depp character do you belong with? by cerulean_dreams
UserName
Age
You fall in love with
You meet	in a Scottish Bar
His friends think	you should dump him for them
Your friends think	he should dump you for them
You will	be together always

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

You like SlipKnoT's music but you don't know very
much about the members or the band itself. Stay
[sic], fucker!

Are you a maggot?
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i agree

stolen from the birdehhhhh.....

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 04:15:43 GMT

Am I cute?:
Am I hot?:
Am I sweet?:
Am I crazy?:
Am I loveable?:
Am I funny?:
Am I annoying?:
Am I daring?:
Am I a good person?:

WOULD YOU
Hug me?:
Touch my butt?:
Miss me if I was gone?:
Listen to my problems?:
Hug me if I cried?:
Be a good friend?:
Kiss me?:
Marry me if you could?:

HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?
When's my birthday?:
How old am I?:
What school do I go to?:
Do I have any siblings?:
Who is my best friend(s)?:
Favorite song/songs?:
Favorite band?:

IF YOU COULD
Hook me up with someone who would it be &why?:
Do one thing with me what would it be &why?:

JUST A FEW QUESTIONS
What do you love about me?:
What do you hate about me?:
What is my best quality?:
If you could change one thing about me what would
it be?:
What is your honest opinion of me?:

well i tohught i'd be serious for a moment.....

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 01:04:26 GMT

Post a comment to this post

Let it be about me...how you feel about me now, what your first impression of me was, a fond memory you have of us, something you never told me but would have always liked to anything. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

la la la randomnessss.......

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 04:13:31 GMT

la la la ....

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 01:21:04 GMT

I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like on big past
You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Or separate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

GOD THAT SONG IS FUCKING GOD-LIKEEEE...welll guys my birthday was a motherfucking blassst!.....I WENT TO MY BIRDEEHHHS HIZZZLEE....and we hung out for awhile.We saw mayte and went to walmart with her and meemsters!....ohhh christ it feels so good to see her!!So yea then we went home and just fucked around for while then danni called sushi and shes like "were coming !!!" and so yeah we went there and and we saw alex,chris,sarah,and kaylaaa...and we just chilled and they playeddd....and im like yeaa...it was awesome...then we all ordered pizza and just sat around being dumb. I wound up chucking the wing bag over the fence...and the godamn butter got EVERYWHEREEEE....BUT HEY! And i wAs dodging wing bones from the sushinator.....LAUREN was being silent as usual...silly girl...and kaylerr was in her rooom being in love with her computer...and alex wound up eating half the box of pizza..... and chris wanted to stripppp..... i loveddd it.....well SOMEONE loved it ...*cough cough*.WELL ANYWHO... and we were gunna watch a movie but papa nizzle called and said that us junior nizzles needed to be home so we went home and just....chillaxedddd....MY NIGGA....and yea that was my night im pretty sure....... if i left anything out please tell me!!

OH YEA! i took a quiz! here are the results....

Aladdin

Who's Your Ideal Disney Guy?
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PEOPLE FUCKING SUCKKKKK

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 19:26:34 GMT

my birthdays in 4 dayss!!!!

boys are just pointless......they just dont listen.....

psh........

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 01:13:16 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	warm and familiar
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	erotic
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	eternal

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highly unlikey ....but w/e....

yay!

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 16:11:28 GMT

Brainstorm, take me away from the norm
I got to tell you something
This phenomenon, I had to put it in a song
And it goes like

Chorus:
Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
Whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

You ought to know what brings me here
You glide through my head blind to fear
And I know why

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
Whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
Whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

You live too far away
Your voice rings like a bell anyway
Don't give up your independence
Unless it feels so right
Nothing good comes easily
Sometimes you gotta fight

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
Whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

Launched a thousand ships in my heart
So easy, still it's fine from afar
And you know that
Whoa, brainstorm take me away from the norm
Whoa, I got to tell you something

THAT.....is exaclty how im feeling......=)

hmmm interesting.....

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 22:52:25 GMT

Well I ain't never
Been the barbie doll type
No I can't swig that sweet champagne
I'd rather drink beer all night
In a tavern or in a honky tonk
Or on a 4 wheel drive tailgate
I've got posters on my wall of Skynard, Kid and Strait
Some people look down on me
But I don't give a rip
I'll stand barefooted in my own front yard with a baby on my hip

Cause I'm a redneck woman
And I ain't no high class broad
I'm just a product of my raisin'
And I say "hey y'all" and "Yee Haw"
And I keep my Christmas lights on, on my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Charlie Daniels song
So here's to all my sisters out there keepin' it country
Let me get a big "Hell Yeah" from the redneck girls like me
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah

Victoria's Secret
Well their stuff's real nice
Oh but I can buy the same damn thing on a Wal*Mart shelf half price
And still look sexy
Just as sexy
As those models on TV
No I don't need no designer tag to make my man want me
You might think I'm trashy
A little too hard core
But get in my neck of the woods
I'm just the girl next door

Hey I'm redneck woman
And I ain't no high class broad
I'm just a product of my raisin'
And I say "hey y'all" and "Yee Haw"
And I keep my Christmas lights on, on my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Tanya Tucker song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big "Hell Yeah" from the redneck girls like me
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah

I'm redneck woman
And I ain't no high class broad
I'm just a product of my raisin'
And I say "hey y'all" and "Yee Haw"
And I keep my Christmas lights on, on my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Ol' Bocephus song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big "Hell Yeah" from the redneck girls like me
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah

Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah

I Said Hell Yeah

words to live by.......

Emo Boyfriend
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
His Name	Pierre
His Looks/Style	Curly-ish brown hair, brown eyes, tan skin, labret pierced, tight tshirts, tight pants, skate shoes
How you met	At one of his band's gigs
How he tells you he loves you	Sits outside your house at 2 in the morning and plays guitar and sings (very well) "Only One" by Yellowcard
What he calls you	Love
How far you've gone	just kissing and holding hands blush

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which of your LJ friends would come to see you perform at a strip club?
LJ Username
slips you a 20	yourstar__x
receives a lapdance from you	belowthebottom
gets extra favors after the show	kitty______
buys you a drink	you_look_funny
gets kicked out by the bouncer for licking the pole	elmetald00d
doesn't tip you at all,that fucker	sushi drummer

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